Emo Moment No.1- missing out

Recently, I've been thinking, have I missed out?

I think Heidz sums it up best in her blog - "so much yet so little"

Hmmm....

Pls bear my rant... ...

I'm not sure when was last I was a happy camper and excited to face a new day. Thankful I am, but you know that feeling of excitment you get when you have a school excursion to the zoo, or when ya taking a road trip to Malaysia? It's been a while.

I've surrounded myself with stuff to do, I'm busy with uni, AIESEC, church but I seem to have neglected something. What is that thing? I miss it, but I dun know what it is.

Ahhh...could it be fun? Have I nelgected fun for a while?

When was the last time I did something for the heck of it? When was the last time I spent time with people without needing to follow an agenda or accomplish an objective?

Hmmm... maybe its not fun.

Heck...I'm rambling aren't I?

"Ramble ramble ramble, it rhymes with scramble, thats what I do, fit and able.

I dont feel stable when I ramble, but hang on... ... things arent in shambles.

No, after I eat my eggs scrambled, I think I'll be strong enuff for another day of scramble"

Wish me luck, and pls dun gamble.....hee..

Joa